I'm pretty convinced that if I didn't have a family, I'd be in Ukraine right now... But since I do have a family I'm just quietly hating myself for being away from the people who became my closest friends from mere acquaintances over the course of the last year and one month.

Some of them tell me to stay the fuck home, write code, earn money and donate to #ZSU. Which is fair enough.

Perhaps, a fuck with an anxiety disorder isn't even needed in Ukraine right now?..

Otoh, ngl, my anxiety disorder is very weird. I'm not scared of stuff like mountain biking or downhill in inline skates, which normies would lose their shit about, whereas tall buildings and bridges make me really scared.

Sorry for this long-compilation-time rant.

Slava Ukraini! Thinking about you and working to help y'all every day 🙏